it's official

October 16
we are pregnant! i pulled out my digital test last night but it was defective.. the "ready" signal would not come up so the leaflet said not to use the test at all. luckily i had an IC tucked away in the cabinet. the line came up immediately and darker than any of the $ store tests. i am still in complete SHOCK. i will test with a digital tonight ...some girls think it could be more than one baby since i tested positive so early!)

i am in such a fog but so grateful for God's loving kindness toward me. i am humbled, overwhelmed, scared and hopeful all at once....i struggled to trust the LORD when: my e2 numbers were low....the follies and lining were shrinking instead of growing...i almost had my cycle canceled...my follies were only at 14mm and i thought i didn't even O...when i thought my lining was too thick, when the yellow CM started. need i go on....i could count a million ways i am of such little faith and yet He loves to be gracious to us. great is His faithfulness when ours is none!!!! PTL! . thank you for loving and praying for me, especially for this little life that has been so generously given to us.