hoping against hope

Aug. 10
so i am feeling better the last few days...my hope was renewed with the beta results but i wish it wasn't just so that i do not have to enter that same place of grief all over again. i am trying to train my mind to believe there is not a baby but cannot keep myself from hoping against hope that there is. i called ryan the other day at work and he said...you will never believe what i am doing.....i am searching pregnancy forums on line. he did a search for misdiagnosed m/c and was reading through all of these women's stories. soooo sweet of him. he said one dr. was pushing for a d/c bc they did not see anything but the sac...even at 10 weeks!!! but at 11 weeks she went back and saw the baby. i know it isn't the norm but we are praying for such a story to tell.